etherae

I can't find my ibuprofen. Not good. Not good at all.

I hate feeling like this... like my attachment to my partner exceeds his attachment to me. It makes me feel pathetic. But I suppose at the heart of it all, I'm just lonely and restless - despite being in a committed relationship with someone who loves me. I've been spending a lot of time alone these days. I'm by myself for practically the majority of my waking hours. So, of course, when I finally get to see the boyfriend again for the day, I'm more than relieved. But I know that he needs his space - having been around people all day. Nevertheless, the desire for company eats away at me, and I find myself wanting more of his time. I would li

... because I've been playing the same song over and over again, nearly all day. "In For The Kill (Skream Remix)" by La Roux. I just can't help myself, god damnit. I don't know why, but I'm addicted to it. Occasionally, I would play a few other songs, but before you know it, I go back to playing that one. Ad nauseum. To be honest, it's getting kind of ridiculous now - but I don't care. ~imhighplz (https://www.deviantart.com/imhighplz)